All of my drive and motivation that is my personal brand seems to be gone.
It leaves me wondering. Is something wrong with me? Am I not pushing myself hard enough anymore?
It leaves me fearful. What if over time this means I'm not a top performer..?? What if I'm not as good as I once was? I'm supposed to only get better with time (at least for now). Is this a sign I should switch practices, industries, roles, or jobs?
Lord, I pray that the fire comes back. I like my personal brand of being driven and very, very good at what I do.
Lord, you know my heart inside and out. As if my physical house were on fire, you know I am laser focused on figuring out what's going on and how to fix this change in my mental/spiritual/intellectual house.
Trusting you means that I live through this time knowing there is a big big pot of gold at the end of this bumpy but beautiful rainbow of uncertainty and life.
God, I am all yours. I have full trust that you will use my life for your glory and as part of your orchestra of life here on earth.
Love,
Heather
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