The other day at lunch, a friend asked me out of the blue:
Do you feel like you
know Jesus?
… Whoa.
Honestly, I still can’t shake the feeling that I'm walking around and
talking to someone I hardly know – that I’m walking with a stranger.
You know all those people who have had near misses and
someone saved them? Like a child that almost drowned but an innocent bystander
happened to be at the right place and time and jumped in to save him? That kid is never going to forget that person.
Or the firefighter that came in and
rescued you from a burning building.
For those scenarios, you'll always have that image, that
memory, of someone physically coming to rescue you. To save you from death.
With Jesus, it is different.
He physically did something - but we weren't actually there to
experience it. And, that's where the Bible
comes in and provides us with testimony from people that were actually there to
see it, witness it, report it.
But I still feel like I'm lacking that personal connection. I’m still feeling that disconnect to the idea
that that HE came and saved me. That he came and saved me, and that is why
I'm alive. Shoot, my stubborn self is
still accepting the fact that I am not perfect and that I will, eventually,
die. (Yeah… more on that later) Maybeee
that’s why there’s still a disconnect.
If you don’t feel like you’re in a cold, icy lake about to drown, why
the heck would you feel like you need someone to come jump in and save
you?
But, Jesus promises that he’s not only got my back in case I
do fall into that icy water or mess up in some other way, but more. That there is a beautifully crafted plan for
my life, and that there is a reason I
am here.
So Jesus. Came in to
rescue us from that cold deep lake or that fiery burning building. Not only to save us from horrible, scary,
near death. But to promise us eternal
life? To promise me eternal life??
I may not feel like I know Jesus quite yet, but it sure does
feel like he knows me.
Seems like the best way to get to know someone is to go for
a stroll and chat....
Prayer
Reading
Application
and
Living
I'm going through Heather-withdrawals, so I'm so glad you've updated! ;)
ReplyDeleteIt's cool how Jesus died to save us FROM something (namely, brokenness, spiritual & eternal death, etc), but also how He saved us TO something (relationship with our Maker, freedom & life in Him, etc).
And, yes, it's hard to believe in a Savior if you don't see what you need saving from! Even as a believer and follower of Jesus, I need to grow in my understanding of that because recognizing my need for Jesus makes me love Him and trust Him more with the daily things!
-natalie
And maybe by saving one, He inspires one to save... so that more may get to experience Him?
ReplyDeleteNatalie - YES!! Exactly!! (with the From - To thing). Miss you too!!! You are never far from mind <3
ReplyDeleteLawrence - That's exactly why I started this blog and post it publicly online! So that through my journey, someone else may be encouraged and see things more clearly, or be introduced to the idea of Jesus all together.
thanks for reading!! :)